Finding Joy

This journey has been both painful and amazing. You are most likely thinking what is she talking about. Yet, I am everyday thanking God for the journey He has put before us as a family, because it has drawn us all closer to God. I was reading through Job this week and was struck by Job’s un-sinking faith when he was suffering. Unbeknownst to Job, God was contesting with Satan therefore Job was suffering. He did not know this nor did anyone else so they struggled to explain the suffering. It was not until Job completely rested in nothing but faith in God’s goodness and the hope of His redemption that Job understood. God was vindicated by his trust is the message in the book of Job, and therefore is VERY powerful lesson. When there are no rational, theological explanations for disaster and pain, trust God. (Macarthur study Bible)

I have quietly sat back and watched everyone and everything that has transpired over the last couple of months and have truly been amazed of the glory that has been given freely to God. I have watched people volunteer time to help with the most mundane of tasks. Watched letter after letter of encouragement roll in from old and new friends. What has touched me more than any of these things is Leroy’s unwavering faith in our Lord Jesus Christ. He would laugh if he knew I was sharing this story so I am choosing to share it with everyone.

…after Leroy’s endoscope ultrasound (while still under the influence of Ketamine) he was very funny, talking to anyone who would listen and yes sharing the gospel with everyone. So, “drunk” Leroy shares the gospel with youthful enthusiasm and joy. I love this story because it really shows Leroy’s heart and how it beats for the truth of Jesus Christ and His message of redemption and salvation through grace. Leroy you simply overwhelm me with your love for the Lord and your joyful heart even though your body is enduring so much pain.

As for Leroy’s weekly update, he could use your prayers for comfort as he has had a couple of bad nights and days. His stomach is having some complications ( if you know what I mean) and it is making him feel awful. He is not eating much because of this and we all dislike it when Leroy does not eat. No food, no weight gain. No weight gain equals less strength, and less strength makes it harder to fight the fatigue of chemo and radiation. He did get both tests completed, but we will not know anything until the middle of next week.

Thank you again for all of your prayers and support.
With great love,
Stephanie